As busy as bee

I don't know why this sem I feel like I have no time for rest even to play my favorite sport i.e table tennis.

I've been burdening with dozens of works and responsibilities. Trust me, my works are more than the finger hand to count.

I'm the group leader for 3 different subjects plus the class representative for counseling skills' class.Besides, I'm also the secretary for one of my group.

Hmm..being the asst. secretary welfare bureau for KAED Fest made me much busier. In addition to that, just got new responsibility in Journalism Club which to be fulfilled..

Assignments?Research?..Allah knows better.

I'm not saying this for boasting.Let us look back to ourselves.Take sometimes to 'muhasabah' what are the significant behind of all these things.

Our beloved Prophed once said,
Grab 5 things before coming 5 things........free time before you busy.

Human in nature were only realize and appreciate things when only it's gone/taken by Allah.We only taste the sweetness of it whenever it disappeared from our side.

It's so pity when only few people realized and take it as a lesson.(I'm not included.Still blur and keep on repeating the mistakes).

The most important is, how busy we are, never forget our 'core business' in this life.Hopefully,whenever our time to meet Allah has come,we are in well prepared and in the busyness of doing Da'wah and Tarbiyyah just for the sake of Allah.

Note1:Sometimes I like to burden myself with works.It teaches me to solve multipurpose works in one time and I learn to manage my time.


Note2:Let us renew our intention.Do things just for Allah's sake,then only it will be accounted.If not,those works you done make no different, like dust blown by the wind.Vanish into thin air..

May Allah bless my beloved Sir...

My beloved English teacher when I was in form 5 had passed away on 22 July 09. He was the symbol of humbleness for all of us.

Jazakallah sir for revealed your knowledge to me until I've managed to passed the English subject during SPM with flying colors.


Sitting next to Sir Ghazali..


I'm sorry sir if I've done any mistake and scratched your heart consciously or unconsciously.


Chatting with the humble sir..


May Allah grouped Sir Ghazali together with those Syuhada'... Ameenn...

I've got the answer...

I’m not in good mood today. I didn't know why. Maybe it’s a kind of ‘kaffarah’ from Allah due to my mountain of sins.

After Jumaat prayer, I sat alone at one corner inside the masjid and wondering around. I’ve been thinking of my future, my aim of this semester etc. I tried my best to renew my intention of being a student i.e. studies.

However, it’s not an easy thing for me to totally purify my intention. Sometimes I keep on bearing in my mind to study hard, just to ensure I'll get a proper job with good payment. It really pushed me up. My mind made a conclusion, study hard = bright future = good salary.

Honestly speaking, it really makes me sick! I’m in dilemma.

Allah is always with us. He will help us when we are in need......

Suddenly, my ears caught one ayat from the Holy Quran recited by one Arab guy in the Masjid. The ayat sounds familiar to me but I couldn’t manage to recall which chapter and what ayat it is. Straight away I messaged my best sahabat in Egypt, ‘Imran, seeking his help. Few minutes later, he replied.

“Surah At-Tolaq. Ayat no 2&3”

Allah says,

“…..and for those who fear Allah, He (ever) prepares a way out,. And He Provides for Him from (sources) He never could imagine. and if any one puts His trust In Allah, sufficient is ((Allah)) for Him. for Allah will surely accomplish His purpose: Verily, for all things has Allah appointed a due proportion.”

In Malay,

“Barang siapa yang bertaqwa kepada Allah nescaya Dia akan membukakan jalan keluar baginya. Dan dia memberinya rezeki dari arah yang tidak disangka-sangkanya. Dan barang siapa yang bertawakkal kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan mencukupkan (keperluan)nya. Sesungguhnya Allah melaksanakan urusan-Nya. Sungguh Allah telah mengadakan ketentuan bagi setiap sesuatu.”

It really touched my heart. I really felt the presence of Allah that time. Alhamdulillah.

That night, I met my friend who just enrolled UniKL MIAT. He keeps on saying that those who graduated from MIAT will get the starting salary RM3000 up to RM4000 per month. Even he underestimated IIUM graduates. He was telling me his dreamed car and intended to by it after graduate with his “HIGH SALARY”.

For me, I didn’t bother with his statements because I’ve already got the answer....

Thank you Allah for reminding me..

Take 5 and think

Intelligence comes from knowledge,

Confidence comes from experience.

Wisdom comes from failure,

~ Ir. Zaifuddin Idris~
(Civil Engineering Construction lecturer)

Taubat...

Never feel shy to cry when you realized you have done mistakes even sometimes we heard that men are no more 'masculine' when they cry.



Put a stand in yourself not to repeat your mistakes. Pray to Allah with humble, seeking His Forgiveness. May we will be a better Muslims.




"Kullu bani Adam Khatta'. Wa khaira Khattai, Tawwabin"

.::.deciDing Y0uR g0aL .::.

“To begin with the end in mind is to begin with the image of the end of your life as the frame of reference by which everything else is measured.”

~Stephen Covey

~bUBbLEs~

At the end of the day,Muslims are out numbers.However,they seems to be like the ocean bubbles.

...... Smile.....

Even a smile can be a charity.

Processing and digesting new Subjects

The new sem is just around the corner.Hopefully I'm well prepared to face and digest all of the subjects.May Allah make me easy to cope with it.Strive for the best!!
DnT 1st but academic not 2nd.



Subjects this sem:

1) ConstructionEconomic 2
2) Principles of Measurement of Advanced Building Works and Services
3) Civil Engineering Construction 1
4) Post-contract Administration for Quantity Surveyors 2
5) System of Construction Procurement
6) Legal Studies for Quantity Surveyors 2

Semakin lama......semakin rindu...

Sungguh benar.Jiwa ini tidak mampu menipu. Semakin lama...Semakin rindu terhadap arwah 'Ammar. Moga kita bertemu di sana sahabatku tercinta..