Hati gelap,otak karat

Assalamu'alaikum...

Terlalu busy sehingga tak sempat nak mengaji quran..(Reasonable kah alasan tu?)Well seems like it was happening to me..

Ok,yesterday start balik mengulang hafazan di masjid time lepas maghrib.(aktiviti rutin sem-sem lepas.Well,kat MATRI pun after maghrib kan kita baca quran?so need penerusan la katakan).Baru start ngulang surah Ar-Ra'd,tersangkut.Dalam 1 muka tu,beberapa kali tersangkut.Aihh..Apa dah jadi ni?Hmm..maybe sebab surah ni baru dihafal kot dalam beberapa minggu yang lalu.So,tak masyi lagi.



After that,ngulang surah Ibrahim pulak.Tersangkut-sangkut jugak..Astaghfirullah..Apa kena ni?Dah karat ke otak ni?Teruskan juga mengulang dan alhamdulillah better dari sebelum ni.Tiba-tiba hati tergerak nak mengulang surah ali-imran.Guessed what?Lagi teruk.First page pun dah tersangkut.Sah,ada something wrong dengan otak ni.

After Isyak,rehat-rehat jap dekat column masjid.Pikir balik.Kes apakah yang telah berlaku pada diri ini?



Rupa-rupanya,bukan masalah otak.Tapi masalah hati.Biala hati kotor dan gelap,maka otak akan terjejas.Hati kena apa?Haaa...Yang itu,biar saya dan Allah sahaja yang tahu.(tak kan balasan sebab ponteng class hari tu?huhu..Bukan ponteng ek.Cari venue tak jumpa.Clashed dengan class lain.So,saya balik bilik terus.hehe)

Kesimpulannya,Celakalah orang-orang yang menghafal ayat-ayat Allah,tatapi kemudian dia melupakannya.

Nak hafal tu mudah..Setengah jam ada yang boleh satu muka or dua muka,tapi nak jaga hafalan tu macam mana?Teruk..Nak berdarah hidung ni tau dak?

Patutlah sahabat-sahabat Nabi S.A.W tak semua yang 'Hafiz'.Sebab mereka lebih nak mengamalkan ayat-ayat Allah dari dok pulun nak perabis hafal.Wallahu'alam..

*Ramadhan dah dekat,so,ada kawan-kawan yang dah start planning nak pulun habiskan Al-Quran in one month.Tergogoh-gapah nak habiskan.(Tak terkejor yop!-ayat orang Perak)So,jangan dok berebut nak habiskan.Baca elok-elok.Sat lagi dok kalut nak perabis baca,mati pulak sebab lupa nak bernafas..Tak ke haru?

Wallahu'alam.

Notes:
1)Sayangilah Al-Quran seperti mana kamu menyayangi dirimu.

2)Siapa nak ikut p kinokuniya weekend ni?

3)Celakalah orang-orang yang tak pelihara Al-Quran..Isk3...(I'm a failure lagi.Celaka?Mungkin..)

Language Barrier

Assalamu'alaikum.

Sometimes I'm facing difficulties to make friends with the International students here.I mean the new students.Most of the new students couldn't speak english very well and even cannot at all.

I like to make friends with them.Observing and learning their language,culture etc.Actually,we can see the Great of Allah The Almighty's Power where HE created us with different tribes with thousands of languages and slang.

It is actually a value added for someone who is mastering in languages.I heard before that someone told me that it is a kind of wasting time learning language as it would not help you in finding your job.Learning language is not really a critical field compared to Medicine,engineering etc.
Personally,those who can speaks more than 3 languages creates a 'wow' effect on me.Salute!

I want to figure out why I'm not really like the rest of my Malay's friends.It put a big question mark on my head.Even,my foreign's friends asking the same question.
"Why you are not like the rest of the Malays?"
"What did you mean?"

I just realized that I can easily mix up with them.When ever I went to the cafeteria,I will take my seat around my foreign friends rather than seating with Malays.Alhamdulillah,it is a gift I guessed?

One of my Arab friend once said,I'm not a pure Malay.The truth is,he's right.I'm not pure Malay.I have the Arab blood.My mom's ancestors were coming from Yamen and Persia.I think that is why I'm really attached to my tribes..hehehe

Unfortunately,It's an embarrassment that I cannot speak Arabic very well.What kind of 'Arab' if he cannot speak Arabic?I admit that I did scored in my SPM (A2)for my Arabic,but you know how the system was right?It's an exam oriented.Learning nahu,balaghah etc.just to tackle the questions.It really works for the exam but failed to make me survive.

I think,it is crucial for a Dai'e to learn other languages.(it is just my view).I've met one guy (he is a good friend of mine)who can speaks five languages i.e. Malay,English,Arabic,Mandarin,Turkish and he is planning to add few more.He is using his specialities to make friends with all people and at the same time conveying the words of Allah.

Yesterday I was asked by an Indonesian uncle at the cafe to translate for him.I used to buy foods from that uncle,thus he is kind of aware of my present and 'kindness'(perasan).He asked me to speak English with one of his customer as that uncle cannot help himself to do so.Unfortunately,the customer couldn't speak English.He speaks Thai and Arabic.I was afraid that the guy fainted if I speak Arabic with him.It will be a big disaster if I'm speaking Arabic.

Alhamdulillah,one of his friend came over and he can speaks Malay a little bit.I just feel like I'm a failure.Couldn't help people in need.hmm....How if I was at that guy's place.Being in a foreign country.Having a language barrier.Phew,it must be really a big problem especially when you need someone to show you where is the rest room.(or else you will 'do your job' in your trousers)

I've came across many situations where I was having my conversation more or less like a chicken is talking to a duck.More signals than words.Why?Because of Language barrier.Then people will ask me,"Then,why you get near to him if you have language problems?"Don't make any contact with the foreigners if you think you have the problem with your language...

Why I'm still keep on making friend with them?Because I'm an Arab.hehe (kidding.but it is true,but I'm still a malay).- Bukankah motto HALUAN,Berakhalq,mendidik dan BERBAKTI?;So I would not discriminate people whom I wanted to BERBAKTI just because of my own bad i.e language barrier.Even Islam,teaches us to be a good Muslims,and help each others.

Wallahu'alam.

*Got to go.Ada tutorial Advanced Post Contract Admin for QS..I'll be telling other stories insha Allah.Please pray for me.

Raut Wajah itu Menceritakan Sesuatu

Assalamu'alaikum..

Alhamdulillah,the Palestine Forum just finished few days ago.Sangat menyentuh hati apabila diceritakan kisah-kisah para syuhada' on board Mavi Marmara.Meng 'refleks' semula diri ini...,jauh sungguh perbezaannya.Untuk mencapai darjat syuhada' terasa tidak layak apatah lagi untuk mati,masih belum bersedia.




Tiada alasan untuk tidak berda'wah.

Kulihat raut wajah Ust Noorazman juga Dr.Syed Haleem tenang sekali.Even Dr.Syed Haleem tenang sahaja pergi makan sebelum forum bermula walaupun para komiti kelam-kabut mencari beliau.I like his style.

Penat?Ya,terpancar raut kepenatan pada wajah mereka.Namun masih mampu tersenyum dan berbual mesra.Aku kagum dengan mereka.Amanah Da'wah untuk menceritakan pengalaman dan kesedaran dipikul sehabis baik tanpa mengira kepentingan peribadi.Böyle büyük bir adam vardır!

Sudah menjadi kewajiban bagi kita untuk berjuang membebaskan bumi Palestina yang tercinta.As-Syahid Dr.Abdullah Azzam di dalam bukunya Prinsip-Prinsip Jihad ada menyebut,

"Dan salah satu kondisi (yang dapat menyebabkan hukum jihad menjadi fardhu 'ain)tersebut adalah apabila musuh telah masuk dan menyerang bumi Islam.Ketika Yahudi telah memasuki Palestina,maka jihad hukumnya Fardhu 'Ain.Demikian pula ketika gerombolan komunis Russia telah menginvasi Afghanistan,maka jihad hukumnya menjadi Fardhu 'Ain di Afghanistan.Bahkan jika kita tilik sejarah,sesungguhnya hukum Fardhu 'Ain ini tidak hanya dimulai ketika Russia menjajah Afghanistan,akan tetapi sejak pertama jatuhnya Andalusia ke tangan orang-orang Salib.Hukum ini tidak berubah hingga hari ini."

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Teori dan Praktikal

Saya sedang menghabiskan bacaan sebuah buku bertajuk 'Tidak ada Alasan Bagimu Meninggalkan Da'wah',karangan Abdul Aziz Al-Aidan.Sungguh,tidak mudah dari pembacaan teori untuk dipraktikkan dalam kehidupan seharian.Mudah untuk kita berbicara tentang Da'wah,namun berpa ramai yang sanggup berkorban untuk Da'wah?

Matlamat Jangka Panjang..

Pertembungan antara matlamat jangka panjang dan pendek seringkali membuatkan saya buntu.Ya,saya dilatih untuk menjadi seorang Quantity Surveyor.Saya dilatih untuk 'membuat duit'.Saya didedahkan tentang cara investment terbaik,how to value property,even macam mana nak rasuah! atau dengan kata lainnya,kaya itu menjamin masa depan.Hati mana yang tak keruan bila berhadapan dengan wang?
Namun saya percaya dan yakin bahawa Rezeki itu dari Allah dan cukuplah bersederhana didunia ini kerana matlamat kita lebih jauh dari segala kekayaan itu.

Bila waktu kita?

Ya,Furkan Dogan seorang Pelajar berumur 19 tahun yang syahid bertemu Allah ketika ditembak oleh Tentera Zionist di atas kapal Mavi Marmara.Beliau telah berjaya.Mendapat kejayaan yang hakiki.Kita pula bila?Bersediakah?Terasa bagai langit dan bumi pabila membandingkan amal-amal saya.

Perbanyakkan 'Amal Soleh

Ramai diantara kita tertipu dengan kerja-kerja jema'ah.Kononnya,berpenat kerana jema'ah sudah memadai.Maka kita akan lihat 'manusia-manusia' ini terlalu sibuk membuat program kesedaran sehingga terlupa/tertinggal masanya untuk bersama Allah,Rabb Tercinta.Qiyamullail terlepas.Qur'an tidak ditadabbur,Al-Ma'thurat entah ke mana,bacaan-bacaan fikrah tiada masa,malah solat jema'ah juga tidak dititik beratkan.Aduh,ruginya.Ingatlah,kelak,kita dihisab secara individu.Sahabat sejema'ah juga belum tentu dapat membantu.Maka ayuhla sama-sama kita tngkatkan 'Amal kita disamping melakukan Da'wah.Peruntukkan masa-masa untuk bersama Allah.(Di samping menjaga Hubungan Dengan Allah,HDA setiap masa)

Ayuh sahabat-sahabatku,persiapkanlah diri kita.Usah kelak kita tergolong dalam orang-orang yang rugi.Peningkatan yang kecil tetapi konsisten adalah lebih baik.

Wallahu'alam

Notes:

1)dua için beni lütfen
2)I'll be leaving soon with my friend to the xxx Embassy to apply for the scholarship.May Allah make it easy.Amin Ya Robb
3)They said that I've a look of Dr.Syed Haleem.Even initially they're going to put my pic and edit it as a poster for the program.Semoga akhlaq saya juga seperti beliau.
3)Ya Allah,letakkanlah dunia di tanganku dan akhirat dihatiku.
4)Allahumma Bariklana fi Rajaba wa Sya'ban,wa balighna Ramadhan..

5)Teruskan berdoa untuk saudara-saudara kita di seluruh dunia amnya dan khususnya di Palestin.
6)Alhamdulillah,my sahabat safely arrived from Egypt at KLIA this morning.Hope to see him soon

Cantiknya Penyusunan Allah

Assalamu'alaikum

Alhamdulillah hari ini Allah banyak memberi pengajaran dan bantuan kepada saya dan beberapa orang sahabat saya.

Pagi tadi saya dan dua orang sahabat saya,Suhail dan Amin pergi ke Taman Melati,Gombak.Kami ke sana bertujuan untuk mengambil supply baju palestin dan 'button/badge'yang akan dijual pada isnin malam ini. (Jemput hadir ke Program anjuran Journalism Club IIUM berkenaan Palestin)

We spent our time there for about 2 hours.Memilih baju-baju bukannya mudah.Mencari design yang menarik serta kain yang berkualiti.Alhamdulillah Allah permudahkan segalanya.Stok-stok baju dan badges ada serta kami berjaya 'negotiate' harga.

Seusai tugas di sana,kami menuju ke Setapak untuk tukar tiub tayar basikal suhail,dan Alhamdulillah,kami dipermudahkan.Mudah mendapat tempat parking kereta walaupun sesak.

Ketika sedang menukar tiub,saya mendapat message dari seorang sahabat yang lain,meminta bantuan untuk ke rumah Ustaz Wan Nahar (Senior saya di sekolah dahulu).Ustaz akan berpindah rumah hari ini dari Gombak ke Shah Alam.

Setelah berbincang dengan Suhail dan Amin,kami bersetuju untuk menghulurkan bantuan.Arahannya,berkumpul di 'rumah bujang' sahabat-sahabat Gombak jam 2.00pm
Ketika itu jam sudah pun menunjukkan pukul 1.30pm
Plan awal,untuk lunch dahulu kerana lapar,tapi kalau lunch,timing akan lari.So,kami decide untuk solat zohor dahulu dan akan terus ke rumah bujang.

Alhamdulillah seusai solat zohor,kebetulan di masjid tersebut ada nasi bungkus percuma.Pak cik-pak cik di situ menyuruh kami ambil sorang 2 bungkus untuk mengelakkan membazir.Katanya,banyak lagi ni.Orang pulak tak ramai.Tapi 1 bungkus sorang memadai.(Cover2 malu.Takut di cop tamak,kebulur dll..hehe)
Alhamdulillah Allah susun baik semuanya.Lancar.

On the Way ke Rumah bujang,kami berhenti di tepi jalan dan makan di dalam kereta.Save time.Selesai makan,kami teruskan perjalanan.Allah izin,dalam 1km sebelum tiba di rumah bujang,kereta kami terbabas.Kereta hampir terbalik.Tercondong 45 darjah.Tayar depan dah terangkat.So,dengan muka tenang,Suhail keluar dari kereta dahulu.Saya dan Amin masih berada di dalam kereta.Nak beratkan bahagian depan agar tak terus ter 'flip'kereta tu.

Alhamdulillah kebetulan ada seorang abang ni lalu naik motor.Terus dia berhenti dan hulurkan bantuan.Kami cuba tolak dan angkat,tapi tidak berjaya.Tanah lembut.Tayar tak dapat 'grip'(Dalam otak saya,nak call je tow truck)

Sedar tak sedar,sorang demi sorang datang menolong.Dalam 7 ke 8 orang berhenti memberikan bantuan.Alhamdulillah Allah memudahkan urusan kami.Kami ramai-ramai push dan angkat kereta dan Alhamdulillah berjaya.Terharu jugak bila ramai orang datang tolong.Hanya mampu salam dan ucap terima kasih banyak-banyak.

Check-check kreta,semua ok.Except bau hangit tayar.So,kami terus ke rumah bujang,walaupun sedikit lewat.(2.20pm)

Sampai di rumah ustaz,kami pun angkat-angkat barang masuk dalam lori.Yang peritnya bila nak bawak barang turun tangga.Almari,mesin basuh dan segala-gala yang 'nala' punya size.Saya,suhail dan Amin dok plan after angkat barang nak singgah makan ABC sebab dahaga sangat.Penat.(Penat tolak and angkat kreta tadi tak habis lagi)

Allah susun lagi baik.Habis angkat barang,ustaz jamu makan.Nasi Ayam + Air sarsi.(2nd round makan + free.)Alhamdulillah.Tq ustaz,nanti nak angkat barang panggil ana lagi.hehe

Habis makan,singgah rumah bujang semula.Rehat-rehat.(sakit pinggang la pulak.Bukan sbb tua ek.Baru sedar tak warming up sblm angkat barang.Pergh..Ala2 atlet tu..)

Then,proceed ke campus.Sampai IIUM pukul 7pm.Penat tapi seronok.Bersama sahabat-sahabat dapat charge iman dengan diri saya yang susah nak serious.Alhamdulillah ada Suhail dok peringat.

Pengajarannya:Allah itu Maha Mengetahui.Mintalah padaNya.Ketika disaat susah atau senang,teruskan minta.
Penyusunan Allah tu cantik.Disebalik musibah ada kemanisan.Allah nak ajar kami sesuatu.

Note:Peringatan pada nabil,kerja anda berlambak-lambak lagi tak siap.If perlu,malam ni stay up.Minit Mesyuarat JC x buat lagi.Assignment dah tinggi Mount. Everest dah.Kerja2 Class rep x buat lagi.Adeh..(tak patut betol depa ni.memilih orang yg bakal menghancurkan warga class)
Aisey!Topic research tak dapt lagi la pulak!Tu dia!padan muka.
-Tapi nabil tetap tenang....(Ya Allah permudahkanlah urusanku ini)
Jom esok pagi jogging!

Wassalam.

Please Skip this post..Thank you.

Assalamu'alaikum.

Another not serious post.Just mentioning at the beginning of this post so that those who are really looking for something SERIOUS can skip this post.Or else, just wasting your precious time scrolling, and at the end gives you nothing.I've warned you.Don't blame me later on, ok?.

POYO
Sorry for using this word.I'm not suppose to use it because it reflects my daily words.But trust me,I'm seldom using the word POYO.I've met some new students here,inside the campus.The moment we shake hands,the first question they've asked me was "1st year student?"
So,with POYO nya,I replied,oh no no.Final year student.Then they said,"Really?You look younger than your age."
I said,"Oh well,I'm still young and my age just suit perfectly with my level of study."

You know what,I wondered why people keep on saying I'm 1st year student?Perhaps due to my height.(but for sure,most of the students know I'm in my 4th year;Famouskah aku?)- True story:I went to AIKOL (Ahmad Ibrahim Kulliyyah of Law) last week and I met a guy (of course Law student).He 'hello' me and said:"Jauh datang.Dari KAED kan?Sekarang final year 1st sem kan?"
Ehem2..Since when I've been so famous until LAW student know me?-POYO

Ok finished the POYO story.

During the first Research Method class,each and every single of us need to say it loud to the whole class (Lecture theatre)on our research topic which we will be doing this semester and next semester (dissertation). Spontaneously, I just shout from the back, (I was at the 2nd last row.I used to sit the most front but I came late that day) I planned to do my research on contract.Hahaha.I never know from where I have the idea to say that.But that's not a big deal.I can change it later.Cepat2 buat decision NJ!

Next story,
We (me + some of my friends)will be presenting a topic for next Principles of Measurement for Civil Engineering Works.Some of us 'voluntarily'looking for excuse not to present.Reason:shy,not confident,english not so good etc.
Suddenly,1 of my friend who remains silent from the beginning of our discussion said:
"Weh,cammon la.Dah final year kot.Tak kan dok takut nak present lagi?!" hahaha..Just realized we are in our final year.(sebelum ni perasan 1st year)

Ni gossip apa pulak ni?
I went out from a photocopy centre and saw a group of sisters (my classmates)chatting among them.Suddenly one of them menjerit (tapi tak kuat sangat la.Jarak tu dalam 7meter)

"Weh Nabil,kau nak pi Jepun ke?"
"Ha?siapa kata?biala masa pulak?"
"Kan Prof nak pi conference kat Jepun next month"
"So?"
"Kot2 la dia ada ajak kau."

Hahaha.Kiamat kot kalau Prof nak ajak aku pi Jepun.Entah ape2 la bebudak ni bergosipan tentang diriku ini.- but I DON'T CARE.I have my own business to settle.

Till then,Wassalam.

Note:
1)Ya Allah bagilah ilham untuk pilih tajuk untuk research ni..isk3..
2)Post ni just to release a part of burdens I've been holding all the time.Allah lah tempat mengadu segala-galanya..

ALL IN ONE SHOT

Assalamu’alaikum.

Alhamdulillah praise to The Almighty Allah for giving me the opportunity to sit for a while and jot down something in my ‘left over’ blog. Yeah, it seems that I wasn’t updating my blog for a quite sometime. Pretty wired eh? Some people calling me ‘si blogger tegar’ but it didn’t reflect as what it should.

Gambar ini diambil dari Blog Adam Kadir.

Sebulan I haven't updated.

Hmm..Where to start? Too many things to tell I guess.Ok, fine.Let this entry be a short one. Still in gear 1 and the momentum is still slow.

SETAHUN LEBIH
11 Jun yang lalu mencukupkan saya 1 tahun kehilangan sahabat yang dicintai,Muhammad ‘Ammar. Walaupun beliau tiada di sisi saya, namun ruh kekuatannya masih terasa. Selalunya waktu-waktu saya down, beliau akan call dari Mesir untuk push me up. Terasa bagai baru semalam berbual-bual bersamanya.’Ammar dah pulang bertemu Rabbul Jalil. Sudah bersediakah kita? Sejauh mana kita sudah mengorbankan jiwa raga kita untuk meraih Redha Allah? Tepuk dada, Tanya iman.

GENTLEMEN, START YOUR ENGINE
Ok,I think it is still not too late to wish a happy coming back to the university to all my fellow friends. Those who weren’t taking the short semester were in a holy great holiday I guessed. Time for the honeymoon will come later on guys; after finishing our studies. Heat up the engine, ready to absorb and digest the new subjects. Perhaps the previous practical training would helps us a lot in understanding the subjects.

NICE SHIRT
One of my roommates is doing his practical training at Gurun, Kedah (Modenas) this semester. He is a good friend of mine. We used to do things together. (makan, riadhah, pi ijtima’am, halaqah etc.). I’m now lone ranger. Oh yes, he went to Australia for a vacation with his family last semester break and guess what, he bought me a nice t-shirt. In return, I just gave him a Palestine t-shirt which I’d bought from my friend.

PLEASE TEACH ME TO SMILE
Few days ago, a girl (my classmate) popped out her words to me which I guessed I’ve come to the answer on why I wasn’t social enough compared to the rest of my friends. “I’m having a too serious facial expression all the time.” Lol
I just realized that I’m having difficulties when it comes to smile. (while standing infront of the mirror and keep on practicing smiling).. Aargh..what a wreck!

MAY ALLAH BLESS THEM
My beloved teacher, Sir Yahya passed away months ago in Sa’udi and he was buried there. He was really a great teacher/ murobbi.

And not to forget, my junior from MATRI, saudari Nurul Jannah Ahmad Sani who’d passed away due to an unexpected accident. May Allah bless her.
(Sama-sama kita ambil pengajaran dari kematian)

KECEWA
Kecewa… why? It’s not because of love for sure. Few days ago I was walking in the campus and was stopped by a booth near the ITD foyer. It was a registration booth for learning foreign languages. So, I picked up a pamphlet where it lists the languages offered and I’m eager to learn Turkish. There are so many languages offered including Russia,Mandarin etc.

Unfortunately, due to ‘nobody’ wanted to learn Turkish except me, the language in not being offered this semester. And it was a jerk when the guy who was in charge at the booth keeps on insisting me to take Korean / Japanese/ French instead of Turkish. He said that most of Malays registered for Korean and Japanese. Ops, sorry. I’m not a guy who loves those Korean/ Japanese drama. Am I made myself clear?

He even said that learning Turkish is useless. No benefits at all. What on earth! Alhamdulillah masih boleh bersabar. I just left the booth with disappointment.

CONGRATULATIONS
I heard some of my sahabat just have their engagement at my age. – too young for me. Lol

My friend from Kenya (he is a PhD student) just married few weeks ago. Congratulation bro. He is a great guy to be friend with. I used to ‘lepak-lepak’ at his room when he was doing his Master here. It was really a good thing when you can have a discussion with people who are much more ‘matured in thinking’. He used to give me lot of advises + he was my Arabic teacher.

Another friend of mine from Jeddah (originally he was from Yamen)keeps on asking me ‘When are you getting married?’, have you found ‘the girl’? Hehehe.. Oh, he is doing his master in my Faculty. He is an architect actually, and he was involved in the enlargement of the Masjidil haram project previously. (of course working with the Bin Laden Company). He suggested me to gain experience overseas by following him working aboard. – undecided yet…

COUNTING THE DAYS
Convocation will be around this coming October. My Architecture’s friends will be receiving their scroll then. Just rang them few days ago. Some of them already working in Architect’s firm. Some of them being the modeler. Making 3D models via sophisticated software etc.

The good news is, they said that they will ‘belanja’ me makan-makan. Hehehe. We haven’t hang out together for a long time and I’m waiting for this moment. Kepada kawan- kawanku yang dah kaya- raya,jangan lupa kawanmu ini.

Maybe that’s all for now. Didn’t I mention it would be a short post this time? Many stories in one post. To tell the truth, one of my sahabat asked me to update my blog ‘yang sudah bersawang and berhabuk ni’. So, this post is kind of ‘meraikan hajat/ permintaan’ sahabat tersebut.
I should write something more serious next time, Insha Allah.

ANNOUNCEMENT:
Journalism Club IIUM will be organizing a forum on LL4G; have we ended the siege?
Details of the program:
Date : 26 July 2010 (Monday)
Time: 8.00 pm – 11.30 pm
Venue : Main Auditorium IIUM Gombak
Speakers : Noorazman Shamsuddin & Dr. Syed Haleem
All are invited. Also open to the outsiders. No entrance fees.

Note:
1. I’m planning to spend my weekend at my Turkish friends’ house.
2. Pretty tough this semester. Ya Allah permudahkanlah.
3. Ing, I'm waiting for your 'kepulangan'..

Zionist Israel Laknatullah !!!

No words to describe..
Each and every single bad words in the dictionary belong to the Zionist Israel.

Their satanic act are revealed.Killing the civilians though the white flag waving clearly right infront of their eyes.

Behind the screen,the US Government MUST be blamed for all of these things happened.They are defending/supporting the real terrorist and barbarian and at the same time pretending to clear off the world terrorism.Huh,what a crap!!

People are not stupid and the drama they made cannot simply veil their horrible act.




Let us pray to Allah and try to do something to help our brothers and sisters in the convoy generally,and specifically to them in the Holy Land of Palestine.

“Dan orang-orang yang kafir, setengahnya menjadi penyokong dan pembela bagi setengahnya yang lain. Jika kamu (wahai umat Islam) tidak menjalankan (dasar bantu-membantu sesama sendiri yang diperintahkan oleh Allah) itu, nescaya akan berlakulah fitnah (kekacauan) di muka bumi dan kerosakan yang besar.” Surah Al-Anfal ayat 73.

Note 1: Please follow the current situation from here:

http://twitter.com/freegazaorg

http://twitter.com/sahabatalaqsha

and few other webs. e.g. AlJazeera,Press TV

Ya Allah,Laknatkanlah Zionist Israel !!!

Memberilah selagi termampu

Salam...

Yesterday I received an SMS from my friend/junior who is in the same department with me,asking a question related to 'Post-contract administration for QS'subject.

Him: NJ,What should a contractor do after he received possession of site.Is there anything he need to do before commencing any works?

NJ: The contractor need to submit all the insurances i.e the 3 main insurances + SOCSO.Apart from that,he need to submit the Performance Bond (PB).But if let say he couldn't submit the PB due to the time constrain or the contractor is having 'insufficient amount of money' at that moment,or anything else which is acceptable he may opt for PB in the form of Performance Guarantee Sum.I think that it and I'm referring the answer according to PWD (Public Work Department)form of contract 203A revised 83.I think it is more or less the same if you're referring to PAM (Persatuan Arkitek Malaysia)form of contract.I'll explain further if you need it.Wallahu'alam.

I hope the answers given are right.It just popped out from my mind.I couldn't remember the clause as my form of contract,I left it at the University.(my friend is having his short sem right now).In fact,that subject was taken during few semesters back. (it is not an excuse to let it over as it is a pre-requisite subjects and next semester i.e. 4th year 1st sem I'll be studying Advance Post-Contract for QS.The final one.Phew..)






Went to MATRI

Yesterday I went to MATRI to visit my youngest brother.MATRI is in Exam Week right now.Those in form 5,two papers left i.e Math and Add Math while form 1 just finished 3 papers.6 papers to go.

At the same time,I met my cousin who is in form 5.

NJ:How was the exam?
C:Alhamdulillah.Ok
C:Abg Nabil,time cuti sekolah bulan 6 ni abg nabil dok cuti lagi ka?
NJ:Insya Allah.Awat?
C:Ingat nak mintak tolong ajar Bahasa Arab.
NJ:Erk?(tiba-tiba rasa seperti seketul batu besar menghempap badan)
NJ:Insya Allah.Nanti abg Nabil korek-korek balik kitab-kitab form 4&5 dulu.Khazanah lama tu nak kena revise dulu sebelum boleh ajar/share.
C:Ok.

Actually I'm still in love with Arabic and I still keep all of my books since form 1 up to form 5.

Memberilah..

As a human being and servant to Allah,it is our duty to help others in need.After all,it is one of the method or approach to convey Islam to others.

If Allah can gives us nikmah for free instead of we have to pay for it,why not we give our 'kelebihan'to serve the people?

"Yang penting,memberilah/serahlah diri kita pada Allah,Rabb segala Alam.Patuhi suruhanNya dan Jauhi/Tinggal LaranganNya.Acaplkali kita terlepas pandang tentang hubungan kita dengan Allah.Kita lebih banyak membantu manusia,berterima kasih dengan manusia tetapi kita lupa untuk membantu diri kita.Lupa untuk meningkatkan kualiti hubungan diri kita dengan Allah.Kurangnya bangun malam,kurangnya merintih pada Nya malah kita kurang atau mungkin lupa untuk berterima kasih pada Allah dengan segala nikmat yang telah diberikan.Kita lengahkan solat dan lain-lain."


Sama-sama kita muhasabah,pertingkatkan taqwa kita.

Note 1:Doakan saudara-saudara kita,LL4 Gaza untuk berjaya tiba di perairan di Gaza dengan selamat.

Note 2:I keep on shivering and 'dup-dap dup-dap' when updating with the current situation of LL4G via twitter as if I'm there facing the Zionist Israel.

Note 3:Wishing all the best to my sahabats,friends in Misr (medic,deeniyah etc.)for the final exam which will be starting soon.Allah mungkin tidak memudahkan,tapi yakinlah Allah sentiasa berada bersama kita.Mohonlah padaNYA.

Note 4:Target 1 week 1 book to be read cover to cover.

Wallahu'alam

Membina Generasi Pewaris

Salam.

Yesterday when I 'ghosek-ghosek' my wardrobe,I found a piece of paper.It wasn't a normal paper but a memorable one.This paper I shared with my beloved sahabt,Allahyarham Muhammad 'Ammar b Zulkifli.

Allow me to tell a short story about this paper...

After the SPM examination,we (NJ,'Ammar Zul,Hafiz Zainol Abidin,Umar Afifi,Ikhwan Rosli etc.)went to a program named 'Kem Minda Kreatif' which was held at Terkok PLKN Camp,Perak.We were there as a facilitators. (sape-sape yang pergi,ingat lagi tak kem tu?)

It was a great camp.Most of the activities were the outdoor challenges.(we're using the PLKN equipments/accomodations)

One of the slots,we (the facilitators) need to perform a nasheed in front of the stage. (nasyid tema ke?ana pun dah lupa).So,with the help of a Pak Cik (Pak cik Awie ke ek nama dia.Hafiz,please correct me)we performed a nasheed entitle 'MEMBINA GENERASI PEWARIS'. (subhanallah..Suara pak cik tu ana rate 10/10.Sedap habis!!)

We we given a piece of paper with the lyric on it.If I'm not mistaken,It was only a few pieces,thus not everyone were have it.We need to share with each other.

And I shared with my sahabats including Allahyarham 'Ammar.

Coincidently,I found the pictures while we were singing on the stage.It really flashed back our sweet memories.Together in the program.

Let me re-write the lyric.

MEMBINA GENERASI PEWARIS

Alhamdulillah bersyukur kita ke hadrat Allah
Yang telah menghidupkan kita dalam islam
Tiada yang lain nikmat yang palin utama
Selain dari Kehidupan dalam Islam

Generasi Al-Quran yang pertama masa lalu
Melalui penderitaan dan penyiksaan
Pengorbanan yang dilakukan menguji keimanan
Sehingga Melahirkan Mukmin berkualiti

Apakah kita kini
Dapat merasakan kemanisan
Iman sebagaimana yang mereka rasakan

Apakah pengorbana
Yang kita lakukan kini
Yang dapat menyamai
Pengorbana mereka

Bersamalah kita renungkan
Sejauh mana usaha kita
Untuk mengikut jejak langkah mereka

Sekuat mana usaha kita
mencontohi perjuangan mereka
Menjadi umat terpilih
Di sisi Allah


Time rangkap 3 and 4 most of us just say aaaa..(sebab kena tarik.nafas pendek and suara tak sedap.(Hafiz je kot yang bersungguh-sungguh nyanyi sebab suara dia sedap)

I was standing next to Allahyarham 'Ammar.(kami berdua begitu kemas sekali.Baju masuk dalam ooo..)..Time ni was the last night there.

Masa berlalu begitu pantas.It was about 5 years back.Though,we still and Insha Allah istiqamah in this path.

Sehati sejiwa!! (What makes NJ and 'Ammar (head in red circle.circle tak jelas.click to enlarge)were the same?Both pakai kopiah hitam oo..we were just like brothers.

Pak cik Awie tengah lead the gang.Ni waktu kalimah akhirah.

I love my sahabat and missed them so much.Seronok berprogram tarbawi bersama-sama.At least when we were in 'futur' mode,those sweet memories will push us to attend halaqah/program etc.


Note 1: Hafiz,ikhwan dan lain-lain.jom nyanyi lagi sama-sama.

Note 2: I wonder why recently KMK just being held at Pusat Ko-Ko Penang instead other places?Time dulu-dulu lagi quite enjoy.Tempat lain-lain.

Note 3: Berprogram-berprogram juga.But make sure hati terdidik.We don't want program which is DEAD!tak dak penyerahan hati yang TOTAL.

Note 4: Noticed word 'Ghosek' on top of this entry?Those in the northern peninsular familiar kot with this word.Ghosek = selongkar.

Wallahu'alam

ANNOUNCEMENT !!!

Salam..

I need help from those who're good in Arabic to write and give the English/Malay translation for a Nasheed entitle 'La Tahzan Ma'akallah'.

Lütfen bana yardımcı olun...Jazakallah.

Do you have your own Plan?

Assalamu'alaikum w.b.t

I haven't updating my blog for quite sometimes.Like what Shu'bah,Pan and some other of my sahabat said and teasing me,I'm a "blogger tegar".~So,it's kind of wired if I didn't updating my blog in a week.

Insha Allah I want to share my humble opinion about what I'm thinking and planning right now.

People keep on asking me what I'm gonna do after I've finished my undergraduate studies and I keep on giving different answers.Perhaps they will think that I just have an "omong-omong kosong"..

It is you who determine your own future.

First of all I want to clarify,right now I'm talking about short term mission/aim.Not the ultimate mission which is I'm sure all of us already know-Mardhatillah,Paradise etc.

For those who ever participated in any program or management classes you should know the "back up plan".If let say your plan A couldn't be achieve due to some problems or there is a changes in the middle of the event,then you have to implement or go with Plan B which you were already planned before the program/event.The best thing is,you have more than A and B plan.Make few other plans.

Now,it same goes with our life.A wise person is he/she,who planned well his/her life span.It doesn't matter if you just have only plan A.Let say you wanted to be a doctor.Then you have to work out and choose the route of a doctor.After all,at the end of the day,you'll serve the people as a doctor.That's it.

As for me,I'm a bit abstract minded and like to think broad.I don't want to flow according to the streamline.According to my study flow,after I graduated I should be working with QS firm or pursue for Master.(actually once you do your master,you're more towards to be an academician.so,need to think it carefully.A private QS firm seldom take Master holder to work with them because they need to pay more for the salary.Thus,they preferred only diploma or Degree holder).If I'm working as a QS,then for how long shall I work?I'll work and get my salary and it will keep on repeating the same story.Until when?-retirement.(maybe)

Even in construction we need a proper plan.Which one shall be built/constructed first?The roof or the wall?

Why not we be a bit creative?I'm sure all of us have our own interest.For sure when you were in kindergarten and your teacher asked about your ambition you'll say A (for example).While in primary school you will think of to be B.And your ambition keeps on changing and I bet until now some of us still keep on looking of his own interest.

You have to be an engineer but deep inside your heart,you enjoy other things else,let say designing.Which one is better?You work partly because of "you have to" or you work because of "you love it"?Make your own decision.

What I'm trying to say here is,it is normal if you stumbled on a new interest in the middle of your life.If you think your interest will benefits you,and others,make a plan for it.It's not wrong to have many interest and plan.But make sure those interest benefits to ISLAM instead only for yourselves.And of course your plan need to be achievable.

I love to listen to Steve Jobs speech during the Commencement of student Graduation at the Stanford University.~ Do what your love.If you still can't find what you love,keep looking.DON'T SETTLE.

The MOST IMPORTANT is,we plan for our life in the hereafter.The real achievement is, when we'll be blessed by Allah and enter the Paradise.All of the things we planned for our short-term mission should have link to the hereafter.Otherwise,all we have done will never be accounted by Allah and we'll be regret soon.

~A wise and good Muslim is he,who plan his life to meet his Rabb~

Note 1:I'm not saying I'm good in planning.I'm still learning.

Note 2:Although my physical is small,don't under estimate my high ambitious and abstract minded.Hehehe (this is not a Riya' or 'Ujub statement)

Note 3:If you do not plan,you planned to fail.

Tiada Tandingan..

Salam..

Yesterday my family went to MATRI to send my lil brother.We reached MATRI around 6.45pm and about 15 minutes later,we left MATRI for home.

We stopped by at a Masjid in Kangar to perform solah Maghrib.At that moment,there was a Seerah Kuliyah delivered by an Ustaz. After solah,I just made myself relax and listening to the kuliyah.That particular ustaz keeps on making jokes as 'selingan' but I didn't like it.I'm not underestimate that ustaz but his kuliyah didn't gives an impact on me.

For MATRIans,I'm sure that all of you still remember our beloved ustaz Hadi.He was my Qur'an ustaz and also a good ustaz in seerah.I love the way he delivered the seerah.Seriously,he never make jokes in his seerah.But it creates a big impact to the students.

I used to bring along my note book (bukan laptop,but buku catatan)everytime and anywhere whether during morning assembly,Ijtima'am,Khutbah jumaat etc.I like to jot down every precious diamond uttered by our beloved teachers,ustaz,ustazah etc.I've made a compilation of that and it still with me.

What I'm going to say here is,whenever Ustaz Hadi delivered Kuliyah seerah during Ijtima'am,I couldn't manage to jot the important things.(terlalu seronok dan menghayati seerah sampai tiba-tiba ustaz hadi kata "kita tangguh majlis kita dengan tasbih kaffarah..."..Tak tercatat kerana terlalu seronok dengar dan tak tahu point mana nak catat.Rasa macam semua penting)

I bet other MATRIans also faced the same thing.(Adam kadir,nta pun sama kan?Hafiz?)

For me,Ustaz Abdul Hadi can never be replaced and I love him for the sake of Allah.He taught me Quran,Arabic etc.He is like a father to the students.For those yang main table tennis,Ustaz Hadi will sometimes 'turun padang' untuk latih.May Allah bless him.

It's true that a word which is come from deep inside of the heart can gives impact and 'kesedaran' rather than thousand words uttered which is only based on knowledge.

Wallhu'alam..

Note 1:Selamat Hari Ummi to my beloved Ummi.(dah terlewat wish)

Note 2:Selamat Hari guru to my teachers at TASKI ABIM Seremban,SKLJ,SKPT (ade dua sek rendah),MATRI (the best school in the world),Matriculation Center IIUM PJ,IIUM Gombak and .... (future univ. maybe?)

Note 3:Please pray for the safety of our convoy to GAZA.

Time to fill in the form !!

Salam..

Alhamdulillah.I managed to get the student visa form in order for me to further my study there.

As usual,some "confidential" things e.g. terms,logo,Name of Country need to be blacken.

Although it's still early for me to do such things,but at least I've prepared and I don't want to mess up my life for the incoming 2 semesters as I will be concentrating on my Final Year Dissertation.

Please pray for me...

It's time to fill in the form!!!!


Note 1:Pss..adam kadir,nak join tak?

Note 2:Ya Allah permudahkanlah urusan ku dan urusan kaum Muslimin seluruhnya..

Appeciation

Salam..

A bunch of Thanks to my friend,Duddin (nick name)for bought me gifts a.k.a souvenir from China.

He went to China last month with other Architecture students for heritage studies.I lend him my point and shoot camera but didn't expect anything in return.However,he bought me a nice t-shirt painted the Chinese Opera Theatre, and also a beautiful key chain of Bird nest stadium in Beijing.

I'm a bit "terharu" and really appreciate it.Hopefully our ukhuwwah will continue forever and ever.Syukran Dud!

Wallhu'alam..


Note 1:My Architecture friends will be graduating soon as they just completed their part 1,and Dudin said he will be working for few years to gain experience before continuing part 2.

Note 2:Thanks to my shabat,Shafiq Shukur for bought me a nice Palestine key chain during the last Perhimpunan Perdana Palestin at Melawati Stadium.Nanti ana belanja nta pulak,insya Allah.

Note 3:Eh,kempen Palestin tak habis lagi tau!keep moving friends!

Following me?

Passport?
Ready sir!

Just need to go to the xxx embassy and applying for student visa..

My passport with the background of my laptop desktop background of my precious sahabat,Ikhwan Rosli,Hafiz Zainol Abidin and Abu 'Ubaidah.

When shall I apply?
Insya Allah the moment I've finished my degree..

Alhamdulillah just YM with my friend who is already there.Insya Allah he'll be helping me getting place to study with a cheaper cost or even free..

Another snap of my passport.Few info need to be blacken as it will expose my identity especially my D.O.B.Once people knew my D.O.B,i'm afraid they'll fighting to give me present and wishes.hehe.In fact my height also need to be the part of 'confidential'..I'm too short.(terbantut ke?)

Place to stay?Insya Allah he'll arrange soon after I've made my confirmation to go there.

May Allah make it easy for me.

Please pray for me.

Wallahu'alam...