Questions....

Lot of questions keep on coming,crossing my mind..
Question about life,planning,DnT etc.

Too many questions made me sick,thus it remains unsolved.I'm still weak to face all of these things.

Can I be a Dai'e?A Dai'e should stand strong undoubtedly.Ready to face obstacles and tribulations.How about me?

Most of dai'e nowadays felt down and stuck in the middle of the path.They had lost their aim and seriousness in working for ISLAM.Am I in the circle of these people?

ISLAM need a strong,serious,"kejelasan fikrah"(how should I translate it?)men.My respected,beloved for the sake of Allah sahabat,Wan Mohd Akmal, once sent an sms to me,:

"Sahabatku,dai'e tidak bermula dengan mengajak orang lain kepada Islamtapi dia bermula dari dalam diri sendiri..Hatinya sendiri sebelum hati manusia yang ingin diajaknya.Benarlah kata seorang tokoh Ikhwan,Islam tidak akan tertegak dalam masyarakat dan seterusnya negara sebelum tertegaknya Islam dari dalam diri sendiri.Sebab permulaan segala sesuatu adalah tazkiyah an nafs."

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This entry is a bit misery.Sorry..
I'm not in good condition.Got MC today,but still wanted to write something.