We have to do it..

Salam everyone.

Yesterday while I was sitting alone in my room,trying to gain the 'spirit of study' as there are still two more papers to go,something popped out from my mind.

It's actually some kind of self reflection.Why out of sudden,I've changed?I've changed in terms of my social life,attitude etc.(too many things to list it down here).WHY??

I am the one who choosed my way.This way.It's nobody faults and neither my faults.It is kindda collision of two interests i could say.And these two interests couldn't be at the same time.One should prevail.

Still blurr eh?Ok,I could say my changes happening when I'm keep on thinking about my future.I realized that I was a 'shy',unprofessional,and even can't behave exactly the way I should in certain occasions.Why?It was all started when I was in my secondary school.Alhamdulillah I've been exposed to the 'islamic environment' since there.And I love it very much.Each and everything I wanted to do,I'll be considering many things.It was good though to do that,but I realized that it affected my social life.

At that moment I was thinking of being serious,'matured' etc.I need to do that because the penetration of tarbiyyah urged me to do so.Islam really needs a serious muslim for its revival.

That is why if some of you noticed,I wasn't a 'good smiler'.Even it's hard for me to mixed up with my juniors.I kept on thinking this and that and it made me hard to smile.

That attitude followed me here,in the campus life.The 1st two years here,I have problems in mixing with people,especially sisters.When it comes to deal with sisters,I'll try to avoid it.-What else can I say?After all I never talked to sisters for 5 years (secondary school).Even at one time,one particular sister asked my male's friend about me."NJ tu garang ke?Knapa dia tak penah senyum?"

And if i did talked to any sisters,my body keeps on shivering.If they asked question,I couldn't give clear answers.My bad..

I keep on thinking.."Sampai bila harus begini?"Insya Allah if there is nothing happened,I'll be working in the industry where I need to deal with lot of people.The professionals i.e. the Architect,Engineers,Contractors,Local Authority etc.And not all of them are male!

So,I decided to starts from the bottom.slowly..1st step,2nd steps,3rd steps and it continues till now.I try to be as much as possible involving in 'social life'..not only with the sisters,but also the brothers.

For sure,each and every of our actions will be effecting this and that.I realized that,now I couldn't talk about 'islamic' things anymore.I kindda feel guilty.Who am I to talk about tarbiyyah,da'wah,harakiyyah?No no no..I'll be durn stupid if I did."Cakap tak serupa bikin"..

My social life is now affecting my core business.The business/transaction with Allah The Almighty.But yet,I still have to do it!

Now it comes to the situation where you need to sacrifice something for the benefits of something else.(Euthanasia?No laa..)I mean,these two things need to be balanced.Yeah someone might say,"kau ni,antara AGAMA dengan social life pun kau nak pikir2?AGAMA tu penting!"- yes I did know that.(it's actually kindda harsh word for me if someone said I didn't concern about my deen.I didn't mean to compromised my religion neither to neglect it.)

Btw,I'm not saying that now I'm perfect enough with my 'public relation' but I can feel the improvement ever since I've make the 'changed'.

Solutions:

I need to return to the 'pangkal jalan'..Hehehe (budget dah tersesat jauh..huhu).But i'll still remain the way i am right now.I don't want pretending to be good.What the values I have,I'll be practicing and promote it.I don't want to make a change for someone else,for other reasons etc.(Because some of my friends they changed because they wanted to marry.They said that kena la berubah sebab nak kawin dah ni.Kena jadi matang and bla bla bla.-I have my own believe;If u changed not for the course of Allah,then it'll not be long.Even u didn't get any pahala.Innamal 'amalu bin niyyat...)

You know best yourself.Make wise consideration where it'll balance your life here and hereafter.Trying to be good like someone else by following his steps is not wise enough.Being good like someone else by having your own way and path is better as long as your path doesn't contradict/astray from the syari'ah.Because diferent people having different strengths and weaknesses.You determine it yourself and starts choosing your way which could maximize your strength.

Wherever you are,whatever you do,no matter how it is,nobody have the exception to spread the BEAUTY and UNDERSTANDING of ISLAM and purifying yourself.
WE HAVE TO DO IT!

Wallahu'alam...

*Good luck for those who will be sitting for the SPM and STPM especially my cousins.Three of them will be sitting for SPM.Go Danial go!!

Update 5/11

salam..

morning:piles of dirty laundry.(settled)

Went to the masjid a bit early for friday prayer.-baca al-kahfi

The friday sermon was very nice.Delivered by syeikh...an imam from egypt and if i'm not mistaken he is currently a syeikh in Yamen.Alhamdulilah he was using Arabic fushah and quite understandable.

With no text,he managed to deliver the sermon for about 50 minutes.Impressive.
The 1st khutbah was about the analogy of human life i.e. traveller to meet Allah/Darul akhirah from the perspective of trevelling for pilgrimage/Hajj.Quite interesting.Each and every 'manasik al hajj'he relates it with our journey of life.

The 2nd Khutbah was about baitulmuslim./muslim family.How it contributes to the establishment of the muslim ummah.Also very interesting.The responsibility of parents,childrens etc.It made me feel like..i'm not prepared to be a good daddy.Tarbiyyatul aulad bi tarbiyyatil islammiyah kamilah.Even u need to guide ur zaujah/wife.Ya Allah,if i'm still behaving like this rasanya memang akan membujang sampai ke tua.huhu..Ayuh,tubuhkan club for bachelor..hehehe.insya Allah as time passing by,i'll change..someday..isk3..

After friday prayer,I went to the library to return the books I've borrowed.Actually I'll be compounded as the due date was over.Alhamdulillah my face was beseri-seri kot at that time.I went to the counter to return the books and ready to pay the compound.The sister at the counter suddenly said,"oh tak pe..x payah bayar."
Alhamdulillah...But,panas yang disangka sampai ke petang rupa2nya hujan di tengah hari.Suddenly my friend who was queuing behind me bising2.."kak mana aci.Dia ni kena compound ni.Buku pinjam lama2,x reti nak pulangkan.Ish3..Compound dia akak."

But as a professional,I just looked at him and smile.Not to forget smile at that akak.'A Smile is a charity-Aw kama Qal Rasul P.B.U.H'

Alhamdulillah,panas terus sampai ke petang.Tak jadi hujan di tengah hari.That particular akak at the counter just ignored my friend..hehehe

(Maybe sbb time tu pakai jubah kot.Nampak macam 'budak baik' sikit.Astaghfirullah..hehe)

I walked all the way to my college for lunch.On my way I did asked my friend to join me for lunch at the cafe via sms.We met at the cafe and had a very long conversation while eating our lunch.From normal talk to private issues.huhu.Some of my secrets I revealed it to him.Oh btw,he is one of my good classmates.He used to remind me on many things.Even the moment I was down,last few days after finished my xxx exam and I decided to left the exam hall without saying 'bye'etc. to my friends,he was the one who could spotted my 'changed'.On my way back to college,he keeps on asking me why and why but i just keep it silent.I just told him I did very bad in the exam and I wanted to burn my room.

He just smiled and after I reached my room and started looking for lighter and matches (x de la..acah je.x bakar pun)I received an sms from him.

He wrote,
"Boleh jadi engkau mmbenci ssuatu sedang ia baik utk dirimu,boleh jadi engkau menyukai sesuatu sedang ia tidak baik utk dirimu,dan Allah itu Maha Mengetahui apa yang engkau tidak ketahui"-Al Baqarah.

"Dont burn ur room.Keep smiling bro.(senyum sokmo)"
Alhamdulillah...Cool down sikit..

Back to the topic,after having our lunch,we went to our friends' room.Saja2..Then,for the 1st time of this semester I did play games with my friends.PES 2011.(football game)..Hehehe..The last time I played was in my 2nd year.Kindda released stress sikit.Huhu..My hand numb for a while during the match due to holding the controller.(biasala,dh lama x main.Tangan kejang).The good news was,cuma kalah penalti je.Seri 3 sama kot.hehe.

Then asar,we stopped and ajak kawan2 lain gi musolla.After asar,we dispersed.Habis....Dah insaf,x mau main game lagi,insya Allah.

Oh yesterday I had a chit chat with two of my classmates.About Hajj and Umrah..Tengah2 discuss,tiba2 rasa sebak.One of my friend got the experience of went to umrah.He tells us his story,experience etc.Rasa sayu je..Dalam hati,nak pergi jugak.Isk3..But 1st,i need to purify my heart.The preparation starts from now.Oo Allah terimalah hambaMu yang Dho'if ini menjadi tetamuMu.

Wallhu'alam..

Help me out please..

How i'm goin' to be serious and matured?
I mean,behave like an adult.I am adult right?

It's totally difficult! I'm trying,but i can't.

Eh but first,do i looked serious n matured to u?
kekeke..

It's ok.As long as i like the way i am right now.I have my own identity.Each and everyone of us have their own characteristics.So,not to be worried.Just be yourself.

Hari tu ada jumpa sorang kawan.Kebetulan that time I was kindda having my 'repentance' session at masjid.(cece buat2 baik kunun).Suddenly,my friend datang.(Aisey ganggu org nak bermunajat la..keke).And he asked me for advices.I just kindda.. erk?Apakah?I was the one who should seeking advices at that moment.So,I refused and asked him to look for others who are willingly to advice him.

Memang Allah izin,kami nampak one of our friend who was sitting at one corner inside the masjid.So,I asked him to meet the other guy for advice.Then he refused.He said,"Ish x mau la.Segan la.Dia serious.Nanti tak tau nak sembang apa dgn dia."

Then I asked him,"Habis tu,knapa kau mintak nasihat dari aku?"
"Kau ok skit.Tak serious.Senang borak-borak.Bleh melawak-lawak lagi..haha"

Me:"......."lol

Bukan mahu berbangga.The point is,each and everyone of us playing different role.But having the same mission and aim.We need to have our own way to spread Islam.If everybody is aiming to be serious and wanted to be like 'A', for an example,then our world of da'wah wouldn't be colourful.Hehehe(tetiba buat ayat power lak kan)

Serious,if u're not so serious budak2 pun suka.Budak2 suka,hati gembira.Hati gembira perut kenyang,jimat duit x payah makan.-Haa..u see?the cycle..

Ok.but i need extra effort to be a lil bit serious.I do serious in certain things even to certain extend people might feel i'm extremely serious,but what i wanted here is,matured...kekeke..matured ooo..lol

Dah2..ciao.

sos..FLOOD!!!

salam and gooooood evening....

Currently,northern peninsular is facing a very hard situation where most of the area are submerged due to flood.

I heard even Kangar was totally covered by water.Subhanallah!

My hometown?Oh,did I ever mentioned that I lived in rural area?I received a call from my mom telling me that they are currently disconnected from the main road to the nearest 'cowboy town'.The route are totally submerged.Depth of a human chest.

Suddenly it reminds me about few years back where the same situation happened.But at that moment I was at home.Luckily our house located a bit higher from the normal ground level a.k.a on the hill (hill ke?small hill la)

Me and my dad drove our 4x4 vehicle and visit the flood prone area.Really interesting. (of course interesting but once it happened to us,no more fun i bet!)
Even at that time our home becoming the centre for foods distribution.(Instant noodles,sardines,eggs,rices etc.)

And if I'm not mistaken the chopper even landed at our area to distribute important stuffs.That was awesome! Felt like in a movie.The adventurous one.Kind of,roger roger,we have a problem Huston..Kekeke..And people are running here and there.Looking for covered.Suddenly a huge hurricane coming and....hahaha imagination too high!!

Back to the topic.But that was few years back when I was at home.Now I'm here,in town.Aaa..hmm.loved to be at home now.Mandi-mandi hujan.Maybe those in the township never experienced it.It's cool..At one time,me,my dad and my siblings even went for fishing..(menjala).

May Allah helps us all.

*I just received an sms from my bro saying that A.Star also submerged.KOINSAN naik air oii..!!Tolong2!! SOS.

Ooo Allah,please help us..

be MACHO for two minutes..

Salam...

Few days ago,after performing maghrib prayer jama'ah at the musolla,one Arab guy went to the microphone and started to talk.At the beginning,I thought he wanted to deliver tazkirah but then he started to tell everyone about one particular guy who has done a mistake i.e. insulting (i'm not sure whether that guy intentionally or unintentionally insulting) a muslim sister inside the campus.He even mentioned that guy name and some details of the guy.

He delivered his 'tazkirah' in Arabic,hence some of the malay couldn't understand what he was talking about.One Arab guy infront of me keep on 'geleng-geleng' (btw,what is geleng in English?) his head reflecting his disagreement on that guy.I personally felt the same way.It's not good to tell others about people mistakes.Worst,mentioning the name.

That Arab guy infront of me left the musolla as he couldn't stand listening to that.Few minutes later,I decided to step away as I didn't feel comfortable with his approach and style.On my way out from the musolla,I just 'geleng-geleng' my head imitating the arab guy just now. (symbol of disagreement)

I realized some of the malays inside the musolla started to leave and following me. (hehehe..tiba2 terasa ada pengikut yg ramai.)So,I walked out with cool and macho as if I was leading them to step out.Kekeke

I met my Arab friend outside the musolla and we started to discuss about the issue just now.I asked him whether he knew or not that particular guy who was giving the speech.My Arab friend didn't know him and said the guy is a new student here.Even most of the foreign students here (at my college) didn't know that guy.

After having 10 minutes discussion and about to leave,those malays who were following me, step forward and asked me what was it all about.(hahaha rupa2nya mmg betul I led them out.)Then,I explained skit2 je.(menjadi translator la pulak sekejap)I don't want to create bigger problems among the society..hehe

Then,ciao to the cafe to take my dinner before Isyak.

Morals:
- If u're newer at a particular place,don't ever be macho talk this and that.U need to know the community first.They even didn't know u.

- I'm not saying what he was doing was wrong.and I'm not even sure he was right or wrong.But personally,I didn't feel good to mention people's name and their mistakes.

- Hahaha..I was macho for 2 minutes unintentionally by recruiting malays out of the musolla. (Sekali-sekala syok sendiri..)- Eh,this point is not moral of the story.

American Football

Salam.

2 more papers to go for my final exam.Next paper will be on 10th and 11th November.

So,since there is a gap of time (about a week),I spend some of my time watching football clips.I mean american football.Really enjoy though.

Actually,I've been affliated with this sport about 2 or 3 years ago.That time I had a friend to talk with.But ever since he had graduated,i have no more mates to chit chat.hehehe

I'm not sure what u guys re thinking about this sport.But if u really have the magnetic attraction to it,then u can feel the passion.The team spirit,courages etc.

Btw,till now i'm still trying to understand the game.The rules,regulations,the defense,offences,the role of each players (quarterback,runningback etc.)

Really enjoying when they 'crushing' each others..hahaha.

Oh,if u have time,go on and youtubing a nice song from Kenny Chesney about the football."The Boys of Fall"

Even there are movies related to the football.My favourite one are Remember the Titan and The Blind Side.Both are based on the true event.

Remember the Titan was about a high school football team where it was the only team at that time in the USA having players mixed of between white and black americans.At that time the discrimination and oppression on the black was so extreme.You know it right?

Hence,football was the solution to end the oppression.Really moved to tears when watching.lol

To know the rest of the story + The Blind Side movie,u gotta watch it yourself.

So,anyone having the same interest,are welcome to the club..hehe (since when I got a club?)

I really hope to watch the game.Not watching from the TV of course.Maybe better move off to USA someday.huhu

*am not an extreme/fanatic fan of american football.Just enjoy watching and learning.

stories..

salam and gooood evening,

just short stories...


1. suddenly people noticed I'm malay.


I went to the kiosk inside the university few days ago to buy some stuffs.The cashier was sooo friendly and keep on chatting and asking this and that to the customers.

When it came to the guy who was queing infront of me,the amiable cashier asked,"where are u from?"

"Korea."

"Pardon.were u just saying korea?"

"yup"

"waa..1st time stumbled across a korean here"

That korean guy just smiling and left the cashier..

Came my turn to pay.I thought I might being asked the same question as lot of people thought I wasn't malay.

"Ye bang,ni je ke barang?"

"Aa..ni je..(dalam hati:eh macam mana dia tahu aku melayu.Cis!!)


2.Was it wrong?

I was walking inside the campus alone when suddenly my classmate came and started chatting with me.Oh,btw my classmate is a girl.So,it's rude if u just walk away in the sense of trying to honour your modesty by not talking to any girls.

We started chatting about exams, eidul adha etc.Then,we passed by two sisters wearing 'tudung labuh' and they stared at me like "oh my gosh! that 'beard' guy is walking with a girl and bla bla.." as if I was committing big sins!(what's the big deal with the beard?)

(Oh I sometimes can read people.that's why I can interpret the way they looked at me).
The question is,was I doing the wrong thing?I just trying to be professionalism.No gender bias or discrimination to girls.In fact,it's totally rude if someone starts talking to you and you just move your ass,let she/he chatting alone.

Please correct me if I was doing the wrong thing.

Wassalam..

OPEN

Assalamu'alaikum...

Let this blog starts its operation again..
with new look like its owner..cool

ciao!

TUTUP...

Announcement.

This blog will be closed for a while.. (a while?i think so)
Maybe close forever...

chow!!

Piala Malaysia.

Go go Kenari!!!

Beat em all

Fly higher Kenari!!

If happen my state squadron enter the final,me n some of my state mates planned to go and support our team at Bukit Jalil Stadium.huhuhu

Checklists:Kenari's jersey,headband/muffler,flag...mercun??kekeke.

*I should have been thinking of changing this blog.Different genre.~lagho genre.sounds fun though.hehehe

*Planned to have my own guitar soon.Jamming la woii!! Final Year/stress mood.

*Suddenly just feel shit stupid,damn ass and lagho.lol

Distraction

Ya Allah...

Tak boleh focus!!!
Tengah-tengah baca journal untuk literature review,my focus is driven away from the topic..

Asyik terbayang-bayang muka dia..
Tak boleh lupa senyuman manis dia...
Rajuk manjanya menggamit rasa..

Amik handphone tangok gambar2 dia..Tersenyum sendirian.
Juga gambar2 bersamanya.

Play pulak video2 yang dirakam bersama..

Arrghh!!!

macam mana nak study kalau macam ni!!

Ikutkan hati,hari-hari nak bertemu muka dengan dia.


.......Syara' ke semua itu???......

Pain and sad..

Assalamu'alaikum..

Last 2nd-4th October,IIUM was celebrating its 26th convocation.And alhamdulillah,my eldest brother managed to celebrate his graduation.

Just to share few sad and 'heart touching' moments on that day.

Alhamdulillah,our family members had the opportunity to attend the ceremony and snapping 'thousands' of memorable pictures.Afterall it was a first and the last time life experience.(if not furthering for master and PhD).

I saw some international students didn't managed to celebrate the convocation with their families.Perhaps their family are staying too far and having financial constraint to attend the convocation ceremony.

Hence,they just celebrated it with their fellow country friends.Having no family besides during the 'happy day' would be such a great pain inside the heart.Although being surrounded and celebrated with close friends,it's totally different.

A friend of mine told me that he saw one guy (foreign student) during the convocation day standing sadly with a camera in his hand.He looks around and see graduates with their family.Laughing and snapping pictures with their loves one.However,he was alone.In fact he was graduating for his PhD and nobody with him.

After a long observation,my friend went to him and offered a hand to help him snapping his pictures.That guy seems sooo happy and keeps on thanking my friend for being his 'saviour'.And Alhamdullilah a nice looking smile potrayed on his face although maybe he feel the pain deep inside his heart.

Imagine we're at their situation.I said to my parent the other day if they didn't attend my convocation next year (insha Allah)it would be ok.Just trying to feel the same situation.But my dad insist to attend it.He said,it would be no fair if he can attend my sister and brother convocation,then why not mine.

Trying to relate it with the Palestine issue,we're lucky enough having this and that.Family,friends,money etc.But then,we never or tend not to appreciate that.We forget to thank Allah for all of these.

Have we think about our brothers and sisters in Palestine today?What did they have for breakfast?Did they managed to attend to school today?

tepuk dada,tanya iman...

Wallahu'alam..

Notes:

1)Congratulation to all graduates especially my brother,friends,sahabats etc.Nobody in our Kulliyyah/Faculty (Architecture,Landscape Architecture,Applied Art and Design,Quantity Surveying,Urban and Regional Planning) received 1st class degree.But,it ok.Not a big deal at all.All of my QS seniors already got job.Some with contractors,private firms etc.Congrat!

2)Final exam is coming soon.1st paper will be on this end of month.Please pray for me.

To be the best, you have to learn from the best.

Assalamu'alaikum..

This post will be divided into several parts.Generally,the first part will be on a short true story.Next,it will be continued with my analysis on that particular issue and last but not least,my personal critics.May this post benefits all of us and your opinions and critics are recommended and highly appreciated.

THE STORY...

"I is a good girl.I am fast in speaking English."What would you think about this statement?Believe it or not,this statement was writen down by a 1st class degree holder in his/her working form under point 'describe yourself'.

I'm not saying I'm perfect in English but doing silly mistakes in simple grammatical part couldn't be accepted especially by a 1st class degree holder.If he/she is a primary school student,then it will make no offence.

He/She was graduated from one of the prestigious local Public University.For your info,last convocation,that particular university particularly the xxx faculty/dpartment produced 25 students with 1st class degree out of 100 students.

THE ANALYSIS QUESTIONS...

The first question poped out from my mind was,who's fooling who here?The University fooling the students or the Education System?Or both?Or perhaps nobody fooling each other?

How far the quality of our education system?
Can I say some portions of our education system are nothing else rather than political 'entertainment'?

Maybe readers can answer it to yourselves.


MY CRITICS AND OPINIONS..

Our education system is too bad in some aspects.Lack here and there.Hence we can't compare apple to an apple with other countries' education system.

My lecturer once tell us a story.Years back,when ITM (now UiTM) made an MoA with one of the university in UK to send the top 10 of the ITM students to persue their degree after diploma.Out of 10,all of them failed during the 1st year exam.Try to relate the story and think it yourself.

How are these 'brilliant' students lead the future country?(I'm looking from the view of political and economy points)

With our current country's economy unstable and GDP seems to be a bit frustrated,no wonder our neighbour country once said, 'in about xx years coming,we'll see your people coming to our country and work as a maid.'

Ever heard about BRICs?(Brazil,Russia,India and China).Please google it yourself to know more about BRICs.Don't be supprised if Indonesia is knocking the door to join the BRICs.In fact they predicted in 2050,Indonesia will be ranked top 10 for their GDP.Even USA at that time can't beat one of the BRICs country i.e. China.

It's all started from the education system..How these people are going to lead our beloved country?

Who's fooling who here??

Wallahu'alam..

Additional notes:

1)I love my university very much.I'm not promoting or under estimate other universities but no doubt,IIUM is the best..!

2)If you (IIUM students especially our Kulliyyah)realized,there were nobody received 1st class degree for the last convocation.Even if you scored 3.00 for the final cgpa,you're lucky enough.Our quality system is proven to be the best.So,don't give up or frustrated if your pointer is not good enough because in reality you're better.hehe(but please don't take it for granted)

3)Previously,I wasn't agree with the syllabus taught in our department/university.We are more focusing/concerning on theory/philosophy parts.We didn't stress more on the technical part compared to some other universities.Alhamdulillah now I've got the answer why so and so.

4)Please don't think that I'm promoting my university and look down to other universities.

Sekitar hari semalam.

Assalamu'alaikum.

ADAB TAK ADA

Mid-term test for civil engineering construction 2 which supposedly was held yesterday was postponed next week.(is it a good news or what?)

And yesterday I have no 'adab' in seeking knowledge..Huhu.Ini angkara kononnya sudah final year dan ingin 'mencuba'.Sila ambil pengajaran agar anda tidak mengulangi kesilapan ini.

So,yesterday class I was seating at the most back row seat instead of most front as usual.Nak rasa juga duduk belakang-belakang ni.Alang-alang dah final year,nak rasa jugak.At least ada experience.

Rupa-rupanya,langkah tersilap.Duduk belakang tidak dapat focus rupanya.Ye la,berborak-borak (ala2 berbisik),even kami makan-makan pelbagai jenis asam.Initially,I refused to eat as It looks rude eating while lecturer is giving his lecture infront.But,I've been insisted to eat,hence makan je la asam-asam tu.

Tengah-tengah syok makan asam,suddenly the lecturer asked question.(not for me)Although soalan senang,tapi dek kerana tak focus habis merapu-rapan my friend's answered.

Lecturer:1 kip equal to how many pounds?
Budak asam:1000 pounds.
Lecturer: Kips used in the U.S Customary system.How about pounds?
Budak asam:S.I system.
Budak 2:Woi celah mana pound tu S.I system?kg la S.I system.Skolah mana kau blajar dulu weh?
Budak asam:Aku sekolah anak-anak melayu.haha

And the jokes+merapu continues sampai ntah apa-apa.

And there were few more events happened which no need to tell.Cukupla.
Lesson:Lain kali duduk depan.Bukanlah semata-mata ilmu tu yang kita hendak.Kita juga inginkan keberkatan dan Rahmat Allah dalam menuntut ilmu ini.

QUEST AGM and RAYA CELEBRATION

Ok,yesterday night juga berlangsungnya AGM untuk our department society.Juga jamuan raya.(apakah?masih dalam mode raya lagi ke?)

Honestly,it was my 2nd time involving in my department's program.The 1st one was the pre-grad dinner for seniors when I was in my 2nd year.Tu pun sebab 2nd year yang kena organize.

Bukan tidak mahu bagi komitmen,tetapi hati rasa berat.Ye la,campur laki pompuan.bergurau senda bagai nak ghak! Majlis dimulai dengan Bacaan doa or Quran,then in the middle,ada nyanyi2.Apakah?

I rather spent my time with my precious sahabat-sahabat whom can remind me tentang Allah.
Tapi kena juga menjaga hubungan dengan kawan-kawan lain.Sekali-sekala join tak pa la.Lagi pun ini tahun terakhir for me (insya Allah)So,join je la.

Ada hikamah juga pergi semalam.Met some of my juniors yang sudah lama tidak ketemu sebab saya ni 'sibuk memanjang'.

BABY

Bukan hendak berbongkak atau berbangga diri.Tetapi nak cerita jugak.Para baby dan kanak-kanak memang menyayangi saya(perasan).It is actually the other way round.Saya yang suka budak-budak.And in return,kanak-kanak juga suka saya.(I guess so)

So,yeaterday terserempak with pakcik ni yang sedang mendukung baby yang comel.Sambil tersenyum-senyum,tiba-tiba that baby hulur tangan and bunyi ala-ala mahu didukung.Tapi dek kerana saya 'kotor' time tu.Dengan pakaian sehari-suntuk di studio + peluh,so tak jadi la nak dukung.Ikutkan hati nak je mintak kat pakcik tu untuk dukung sekejap anak dia.

Baby ni seronok bila kita dukung sambil cerita-cerita or tunjuk-tunjuk benda.Basahkan kaki dia and cerita tentang air.Bagi dia pegang daun pokok and start cerita tentang pokok.Burung,etc.

Malam time AGM QUEST tu,jumpa pulak dengan one of my classmates yang sudah berkahwin.(perempuan).Kebetulan dia membawa anak dia.Baru pandai berjalan I guess.Nampak comel dangan mak dia pakaikan baju kurung satu suit.

So,dengan tak malunya I went to her mom (my classmate)and asked her permission to dukung her daughter.(lupa pulak nama dia).Tapi si kanak-kanak tersebut refused untuk didukung.I went to her (baby) and asked."Meh sayang,nak dukung.Nak?"Tapi dia jerit-jerit "tak nak!"

Mak dia kata dia memang takut sikit dekat orang.Or maybe dia baru nak enjoy jalan-jalan sebab baru boleh jalan and suddenly I want to dukung her.Mesti dia tak enjoy.

Tiba-tiba teringat anak menakan(my sis's son).Dukung sambil cerita-cerita dan jalan-jalan sampai kadang-kadang dia tak mau kat ummi and walid dia semula.Hehehe.

Juga bila balik kampung,I prefer to join my cousins yang kanak-kanak.Main dengan depa etc.Even when they have secret which cannot diberitahu pada orang-tua-tua,they will let me know their secret and seek my opinion.

Aaa...Memang enjoy dengan budak-budak ni.Mereka itu masih suci.Fitrah.Tenang saja...(Mungkin saya tidak matang dan separti kanak-kanak sebab selalu bersama kanak2?)

Cukup sampai sini.Panjang pulak post ini..

Notes:

1.Nak ucapkan Tahniah to my eldest brother.Baru convo sabtu lepas.Bachelor in Landscape Architecture.(Honours)Perlukah meletakkan gambar-gambarnya dengan jubah convo tersebut?Kena dapat permission dulu.Ada satu gambar tu kami 5 beradik tangkap gambar sambil lompat.And people start questioning sape yang convo sebenarnya?Ye la, my pic nampak excited terlebih.Dah la lompat paling tinggi.Siap baling bunga lagi.Waa..

2.Mak Tam,kak Aisyah,Aiman,mujahid,Maksu n Pak Su,Ajmal and Tasnim pun datang time convo tu.Tq2..(biasala big family.I hav approx 72 cousins from my abah's side)hehe.Sekali kalau raya,rumah tok wan tak muat.huhu

3.Ok,my sahabat,'Imran akan pulang ke mesir selasa pagi.Safe journey.Panjang umur,jumpa lagi.

I might killed some people

Assalamu'alaikum..

Salam Jumaat.Just a short post.Need to rush for class which about another 45 minutes.

Last night I was dreaming.Very nice one.The story went like this;

I was so hungry.Then,I grabbed my 'kuih raya' which my beloved ummi gave it to me and starts eating.Nyum3...Burrpp..Alhamdulillah.Then I couldn't recall the rest of the story.

This morning when I woke up for subuh,I found that my 'kuih raya'was gone.The tupperware was empty.

The question is,was I dreaming or the thing was really happened?If it really happened,then,it was really 'crazy' eating while sleeping.(memang tidak sopan dan beradab)

And of course it is quite dangerous.Last night I was eating while sleeping.How about tonight and the other coming nights?I might killed people while sleeping.Who knows?

Any suggestion?

Wallahu'alam..

Notes:

1)A bit sad cause my kuih raya sudah habis.Tidak dapat menghayati 'the taste of feeling' semasa makan due to my eat-while-sleep.